Managing
October 14, 2010
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The end of the week is near and it couldn’t have come any sooner. I administered my last dose of venofer yesterday. I hope it is working somehow. I still feel pretty tired.
Other changes that are occuring in my body are worrisome. I don’t understand why my blood pressure is high (150/90-ish) and why my ankles are periodically swollen. I am almost afraid to do repeat blood work as I don’t want to see my lupus tests. If you have an illness…you know how it is. You want to be well all the time…and if you’re not well you want to be better. But, that said…I’m just not ready for bad news.
Anyhow, I’m in E-Business class and really shouldn’t be blogging. Check in later.
I was doing so well with Lupus that I made the fatal error of (psychotically) thinking that perhaps I didn't have lupus anymore and that it had vanished…. hahahah… yeah I had a flare just a few days after that.